Luck is not with me =( *sobz*
Just not my day today... haiz... Had my worst paper so far - transport =( Feeling really disappointed and angry over myself... Forget the stuffs i studied... Duno what am i writing in my answer booklet... had so many stupid and crazy mistakes in my answers... searching frantically for my ruler in my pencil case... no ruler is found... I had Never in my life forgetting any stationaries for exam!!! I din even realised it's not in my pencil case after using it yesterday while studying!!! Really not my day today... first time in my life going into the exam hall on the dot!! Had too many bad things happening today... Dun even know what went wrong today... Luck is not on my side... Where's my guardian angel?? Everything seems to go wrong today... why must it be during my exams?? Please Dun Kill my Dream of creating a milestone this semester... This paper must not kill it!! "Out, damned spot! Out, I say!"Just now after the paper, went to lib to study... trying very hard to gather all my concentration on my next paper than to dwell over a paper that I can't do anything about it anymore... rationally I know what i ought to do and what not to do... But... for the first hr in the lib, I just couldn't help it but to count the amount of marks that I had lost due to all those stupid mistakes I made in the paper... luckily I wasn't alone... got Yuxin with me... then slowly set my mind to study foundation... studied till ard 10 then we left... then i walked her to hall 5 there then took 179...
While on my way home on the train... the thought of all the bad things happening to me today came into my mind again... haiz... feeling sad... disappointed... frustrated... haiz... sms a few friends of mine... thanx for listening to my grumbles... feeling a bit better... tonight shall get a gd nite rest... tomorrow will be a better one hopefully... n got to jiayou for my next paper... I can only pray hard for the Best for transport... as for the rest of the papers... They are not going to be like this... I shall make it so!!
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hey dear... hope u are feeling better le... i'm sure u will do better for the next paper!! jia you jia you!!!
thanx so much my dear gal!!! I can only pray for the Best... =) I believe God will bless me such a sweet gal heheh =p u muz jiayou too!!! catch up with u after ya exams!! woohoo!!
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