Looking Back at 2005 。。。
It had been a year - a brand new start for me... learning to adapt to a new kind of lifestyle which was very different from what i had over the years... In addition, my year was also full of ups n downs... It was a roller coaster ride for me with emotions flying high & low every now and then...First, it started off with a total change of environment for me... I had made a Big Decision to move back hm from Hall... At that point in time, it was so hard for me to let go... I really enjoy my stay in hall... be involved in Hall activities... from organising events as JCRC Social Secretary in 03/04... participating in Hall events... ranging from canvassing projects such as garang guni, bashes,... Freshmen Orientation Camps, Dinner n Dance, Inter-Civilisation Games, Inter-Hall games, n the list goes on... Lots of fun memories n experiences... When i'm in yr 3... my batch of council guys came into ntu... they are also staying in hall 12... missed those late night sessions cooking our own feasts with those minimal cooking equipments in the pantry...=p Then, those stocking up of food at JP NTUC... then those bdae celebrations for all hall frens... Lots of fun involved... Really love hall life very much!!
However, I had made my decision to move back hm after staying there for 2 n half yrs... Many reasons are behind this final decision... The main reason, it's to go back hm n be focus on my studies... I did not do well in my second yr... n had 'bao' a lot of modules... well... I know it very well that I'm not smart enough to do those last min catching up n 'smoke' my way through in the exams... I need consistent work in order to do well... plus engineering's workload it's rather heavy for me... with at least 7 modules per sem... n with loads of activities going on... It takes a lot of discipline to study hard... esp when my interest doesn't lies in engineering... I never imagine myself as an engineer ever in my whole life!! It was such a chore for me to study!! Perhaps, it's the lost in interest in my studies which resulted me in not being discipline enough to do well for my studies... n caused me to be so active in activities... which i do enjoy myself in and they took up quite a lot of my time... I have always love organising events... love the feeling of satisfaction after the success of each n every event I organised... feel so proud of myself...*beamz* I'm those kind of people who can do very well in something as long as I'm interested n passionate about it... as I will put in more than 100% kind of time n effort in it hahah =p
Well, after 3 semesters of bad results... I really feel very frightened by them... I want to graduate!! I need to do something concrete to change this terrible situation... Hence, I made my decision to move back hm in dec 2004 not long after my results were released... To keep myself from all the distractions - the things i love n enjoy doing, so that I can only study n do nothing else... Now, I believed I have made a good decision... Finally, I have passed all my modules in a semester!! My effort is being paid off!! I will continue to strive for gd grades... Must continue to Jiayou!! =) This is really a good start for me... I will slowly pick up things all over again... n gain a balance in the things i do... n be disciplined enough to plan my time well... so that I can lead the busy lifestyle with many activities which I enjoy doing n at the same time able to fulfil my responsibility as a student...=) I'm in the process of learning n remaking...*grinz*
Then, from June onwards till October, an interesting episode happened in my life... which stirs up lots of emotions... n I was on a roller coaster ride... with happy times, sad times, frustrating times, worried times, n many more kinds of emotions... I believe I had given the Best that I can... n I did make full effort in maintaining it... it takes 2 hands to clap with a sound... hence, I have no regrets for the outcome... Take good care of yourself... May you blessed with good health, success n happiness...=)
Something to share with all of you... "天时, 地利, 人合, 是非常重要的..."
在对的时候，碰到对的人，是很幸福的。
在对的时候，碰到错的人，是很不幸的。
在错的时候，碰到对的人，是很可惜的。
在错的时候，碰到错的人，是一场笑话。
For the mth of October n November, it had been tough on me... was super stressed by exams... and was 'emotionally-ill'...
As for the last mth of my 2005, i'm working temporary at SPH customer service... This job opened my eyes to all kinds of people in this world... 真的是一种米养百种人啊！Din expect to see many bad points of people in this world... Well... it's indeed a gd experience working there...=p
Looking back at 2005, it wasn't a year that's smooth-sailing for me... However, it's definitely a year which made me learnt a lot... be it academically, emotionally n mentally... I would say it's a meaningful year for me...*smilez*
posted by ~ piggy e_light ~ @ 2:05 AM
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