I realised 。。。
Suddenly, I felt so down after playing badminton today... coz I realised that I actually have been playing wrongly all the while... ever since i get to know about this game though it's just for recreation...*sobz* Some may think what's the big deal abt it... coz can learn again mah... just correct my mistake and practise... yah... but duno y I took it so hard on myself...=( This incident just made me think a lot... One could have been doing sthg all the while and always believe that it is right and true the whole life... n if suddenly came to realise that it could be wrong... or one could have thought that things are like this all this while... and suddenly came to realise that things could have not been the way one perceived n viewed from the start... or one could... haiz... i guess i think too much into just one incident le ba... but it seems so scary... n can really make one feel super demoralised n lost n confused after discovering the truth or fact...*shrugs* It's so unusual for me to feel so down out of a sudden... coz usually i dun have mood swings de.... but now just feel so down out of a sudden...=( *no words can really describe what i'm thinking n feeling now...haiz**By the way, if any of my frens pop by here and see this... no worries... I'm fine... just suddenly sthg happened to make me think a lot only... yupz... I will see the light de...=p*
posted by ~ piggy e_light ~ @ 10:32 PM
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2 Comments:
hey gal.. there are instances i came across like urs.. n as my confidence shatter, i wonder if there is anything that is right.. never know when such instances will appear again.. perhaps there is no absolute right..but hopefully we would grow as we are enlightened.. =)
Heyo! Great to hear from you!! =)Yah I agree we will learn and grow as we encountered such situations...=p Think everyone will encounter sthg similar like this... just differing in the issue and seriousness of the problem...=)
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